Friday, November 06, 2009

coins + snow forts

i have been meaning to capture these memorable dreams for awhile. they felt like they were worth saving, a snapshot of my state in this moment. ideas welcome.

coins
dreamt i was going to a benefit and was stalled at the door trying to get the admission fee together. there were these beautiful coins, smaler than a penny but the colour of a dime. one had an ornate 7 on it. very dainty and magical. i lost track of the task at hand and was consumed by the artistic merit of these coins. i even wondered whether the Italian lire still existed, these were coins worthy of the italians.

snow fort
i was an adult but a friend called on me to play. we went outside and were gleeful at the site of this open air igloo. no top but blocks of snow and deluxe snow couches.

3 comments:

gentian/enzian said...

to me it would mean
coins could be a symbol for energy

you wanted to go to a benefit an by getting the fee together (energy) you forgot by watching small pieces the hole thing - you actually wanted.
try to find out if you spend a lot of energy in things which ar not really worth to spend a lot of time.....

an igloo with top - keeps energy inside and is a rather warm place.
it's fine if you go outside with friends but be carful to keep your energy - protect yourself with white light /spiritual energy

don't know if i'm right -

but i know from myself that i see somtimes a lot of trees together, but not the forest its self - as we say in CH
means doing a lot of things which are not really essential. not always easy to sort out.......

maybe im totally wrong, in that case forget it ;D

gentian/enzian said...

about number 7
in numerology i found few things
- overcoming self-deception/self-delusion.
- feeling of security to let loose
- forgivness
- belife / trust/ confidence
- vitality / groove
- selfconfidence
- egocentricity


it has to do with overcoming the old EGO-Structur - ego-pattern
to come aware through selfconquest the freedom of beeing. to trust into the life

7 which doesn't recognize that the Light is at the end of the Tunnel is prisoned in it. pattern of thoughts, pattern of belife are somtimes stumbeling-blocks /handicaps to become free. panic fear
all this are negativ feelings
love and wisdom
7 is in many culturs a holy number - infact every number is holy- every number has good aspects to life and also the opposit......

a good book about numerology is from lynn buess
Numerology provides penetrating insight into your personality and life events. Free numerology calculator and annual reading.
www.forevernumerology

indigo herself said...

i think there is truth in both interpretations. i do need to focus on where i spend my energy and the number 7 reading also rang true. this disease is humbling every day. in many ways i think the dime of ego would do me some good. maybe fuel the fire and make me realize my self worth a little more. i feel dragged through the mud alittle.forgiveness, believing and having vitality. all good things in my view. every day i wrestle with my ego, it has transformed since i first got sick. i thank you for taking the time to respond to my dreams. i really love your perspective.