Sunday, April 12, 2009
fire the inner critic, be the coach
i am in the fight of my life. i have not shared the details of the health challenges because i wanted the blog to be an escape, a place where i focused on the creative, sweet stuff in life. i still want that. but part of me feels like i am living a lie. i have MS and have to learn to walk again. some of you know part of the story. i have been on a downward spiral for awhile now and i am trying to lift myself out with the help of treatment and physio. the hardest part has been the knocks to my spirit. i am probably not going to blog about the daily trials but don't lurk in the shadows. help cheer the coach on. tell me you love me no matter what shape i am in and that you believe i can recover fully.
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hi there, my angel, i deeply hope that you're at the end of the downward spiral. this year seems to be a very hard one. it's an 11 year on numerology. that means a big fight between darkness and light. we all are very sensible in mind and body. things can turn better during this year. but we need to be very honest. a lot of inward stuff comes up, thats what i recognize, well my teacher told us about that. we are asked to forgive our "neigbours" our reflections. and thats not so easy sometimes ;-)) .
- we had quite a heavy time before and over this easterweekend.. but i',m sure we were not allone. so much is going on - when we look in the world.
i'm shure you get the strength, i pray for you and think a lot on you. with all my love from far away and still somehow near you
yes you can - according to barak obama'y yes we can ;-)
or "be strong" as Jonathan livingston Seagul the movie
do you know it?
I love you.
"I am more than I appear to be, all the world's strength and power rests inside me."
J
You have never failed to inspire me and bring me out of the dumps. I am sending positive vibes and much love your way. You are in my prayers.
Hey lady,
I think of you often. Each time I go to the gym, I am reminded of us enjoying the step classes of the 'ol days.
You are a strong woman with an incredible sense of style. :-)
I love you. I know you will overcome this and dance again. Please let me know how I can help.
ccelnar
Oh honey, I am so sorry to hear this. I half suspected something like this was going on. I totally get that you want this place to be something that isn't affected by your MS, but at the same time if you need to vent, I say go for it! It'll do you some good and no doubt be inspiring for others.
I'm close by so if you need anything just hollah.
I love ya.
Love you, sweet girl.
hey lady, did you realize on wich day you wrote this message ;-)?! easter.
oh what a good sing. may the spirit of easter help you go throug everything.
love u
you always are so upbeat and inspiring.
sending some positive energy right back at you.
xo
hi sunshine, tonight you're in our healing-meditation. wish you all the strength of the sunrise on a beautiful may morning, the strength to grow and get healty.
love you
the word to send this message is "luchiest" - sounds like "luckiest" ;-)
thank you so much for the love and support. today was a very low day and i can't tell you how much it meant to m to know i am not alone and people are rooting for me. muchly appreciated.
i'm on the way to love myself more, to accepte what i am, what i feel, what i do, even the things i dont love on me.
it's a long inner process, keeping on the right way - is not easy.
i'm very often angery about me, when i do things which i should not do. my sister had high blood persure and i told her of for things she'd done. she got so angry with me, shouted.....very bad for her blood-presure. i felt pretty bad afterwards.
but when i thought later about the situation, i recognised a situation form my childhood - and things got clear, why i act sometimes against me - or my sister. i'm so glad that i realized that, and became honest about it. being jalouse is the problem, because she got always mothers love and nearness, things that i missed. - a long time.
being honest makes you strong.... said once a person to me. how true!
in a way you are my coach
hi sunshine
today i had a taff inner fight with me. i've sometimes so much fear to look in myself, to love myself as i am. i did EFT for nearly an hour - i asked the purple flame to help me burning all the things i said during my EFT. i asked the angel of fire air water and earth to help me accept myself as i am.
well peace came over me by this clelaring process. i taped i love myself as i am. i forgive myself for all the things i hurt me and other people.
just want to let you know that.
i love you
God bless you
hi there, when you look back to what you have written in here - and all what happen through the time since then. how does it feel?
i feel you got very much stronger.
love
hi there, more than a year since you wrote this. how has life changed? when i feel blue, i sometimes read this message and it gives me strength.
i get more and more honest with myself, thanks God.
hope you're fine and thank you for being there. xo
hi sunshine
14.5.2011
many days have gone since you wrote this words.
l love the poems you write during this month and also the word-plays.
there is so much hope and love and light in them.
GOD bless you
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